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When one encounters the divine, one is changed.
And yet, still we seek encounters with the divine.
What is prayer, after all, if not an opening of one’s self to the
divine? And a hope for some kind of change . . . for something to be
other that it is. (Though, I suspect, more often than not, what we
hope for when we pray is that someone or something else will change.
Not us. Not me!)
When one encounters the divine, one is changed.
We need only look to our texts this morning to see that is true for
Moses and Jesus, who both encounter the divine and are transformed.
We are dealing, once again, with metaphor, so don’t get all tangled
up in trying to read these stories in a literal way. Think in terms
of metaphor. How else can one speak of mystery? How do we use the
limits of language to explain the unexplainable?
Moses encounters the divine in our text from Exodus, when he
descends from Mount Sinai with the two tablets of the covenant in
his hands.
In Judaism, a mountain is often a place of revelation.
This is not the first time Moses has a revelation.
It’s not even the first time Moses comes down from Mount Sinai with
the Law of God in his hands.
The first time he descended to find that Aaron and the Israelites
had made a golden calf and were worshipping it. Moses, in his
disappointment, broke the tablets of the covenant and then had to do
some pretty fancy advocacy work in a dialogue with God to convince
God not to destroy the people.
The point of the story is the grace of God toward the people in whom
God hopes to be a holy people. Thos ungrateful, undisciplined,
unruly and unwise people.
Moses goes back up the mountain to receive new tablets of the
covenant. God’s grace abounds when God once again establishes a
covenant with these stiff-necked people in spite of the fact that
they have already proven that they can’t keep the covenant. The
dialogue between God and Moses is worth reading in chapter 32 – 34
of Exodus and contains something along the lines of: “You know, God,
the people do sort of have a point, I mean they really haven’t
grasped that you can be trusted yet, and how can they trust someone
they don’t’ really know. We’re slow learners. You have told us that
you will go with us, but, well, we don’t know who it is who is going
with us. You won’t tell us your name. I tell you what, show me your
glory and tell me your name.”
God puts Moses in the cleft of a rock and passes by so Moses can see
God’s glory, but not the face of God, and proclaims a name that is
more a statement of God’s nature. God reveals that God is a God --
above all -- of steadfast love. So God’s power is in God’s loving
nature.
Which is entirely disarming, if you think about it. What is more
disarming than love?
God’s power is in giving away God’s self in love. ( Take
note: we, who are created in the image of God are challenged to see
that the ultimate power is the power of love. We are shown
here, along with God’s glory, what true power is, and it doesn’t
look the way the world thinks it does. It is not strength or weapons
of mass destruction or focused in fear. It is found in steadfast
love, in the willingness to forgive and trust in and give second,
third and more chances to even those who have hurt or wounded us.)
So, Moses, who has this time seen even more of God revealed – sees
even more fully what divine love means-- treks down from the
mountain and he is a changed person, but he doesn’t know that his
face shines with the reflection of the glory of God. Love changes
us. Love transforms us. Others can even see it in our faces. We face
the world in a different way.
Now, I have read these texts many times and have heard them preached
many times, just as I have preached them many times, but this time,
I realized I haven’t really been paying attention. I thought what it
said was that Moses come down from the mountain, his face was
shining, and that scared the people, so he put on a veil before he
went to talk with them, and wore it for a certain number of days,
until the shininess of his face faded.. But that’s not what it says!
Sharla Hulsey, a minister in Iowa, encouraged me to read the text
with fresh eyes:
“Here is what it really says:
“When Aaron and all the Israelites saw
Moses, the skin of his face was shining, and they were afraid to
come near him. But Moses called to them; and Aaron and all the
leaders of the congregation returned to him, and Moses spoke with
them. Afterward all the Israelites came near, and he gave them in
commandment all that the Holy One had spoken with him on Mount
Sinai. When Moses had finished speaking with them, he put a veil on
his face; but whenever Moses went in before the Holy One to speak
with God, he would take the veil off,” until he came back out and
had told the Israelites what God had said, and then he would put the
veil on again.
Do you see the difference?
Moses came down from the mountain, shining
bright with the reflection of the glory of God. Before this, the
glory of God lived on the mountain only, and none of the people had
access to it. Then Moses went up to the mountain, and he saw God’s
glory; and he brought it down from the mountain and made it
available to the people. Each time he went in to talk to the Holy
One, he came out and spoke to the people, with his face shining with
the glory of God.
He did not veil his face immediately, not
until after he had spoken to the people on God’s behalf. He brought
not just the law but the glory of God’s love to the people.
It is after this that the Israelites build
the Tabernacle, the movable sanctuary where the people worship God
from this day until the Temple is finished in Jerusalem under King
Solomon. From this point on God’s presence—that marvelous presence
the Bible struggles to describe with words like glory—is available
to the people, right there in their midst; seen and experienced in
one another. And eventually, so the Gospels tell us, we are able to
see that same glory in Jesus. “
Jesus goes up the mountain to pray, and
there in prayer, meets God.
Once again, that is the purpose of prayer.
To encounter the divine. To open ourselves to God. But for Jesus,
the experience visibly transformed him.
Remember: metaphor and mystery:
An encounter with the very source of
steadfast love has to change us. Love always changes us, doesn’t it?
There is some Jewish history here that may
help us understand the metaphorical meanings of this text. In Jewish
apocalyptic literature, it was anticipated that in the final
manifestation of the reign of God, persons would have transformed
bodies in the luminescent white of the heavenly world. The change in
Jesus’ face and his clothes becoming dazzling white signal that
Jesus is momentarily changed into the body he will have in the
complete manifestation of the reign of God. In other words: in the
midst of the broken, old age, God gives the three disciples (and us)
a preview and assurance of the age that is breaking in, even in our
midst . . . glory be!
So, while we know that prayer is
transforming, the question is: who is really transformed here? Jesus
has for the most part led a humble, ordinary human life. At the same
time, he is at the center of God’s moving in the world in a new and
transforming way, a divine event toward which (scripture says) all
creation has been moving, and by which all creation is moved that
much closer to the completion of the reign of God, the kin-dom of
heaven. Jesus’ own closest friends and disciples have had glimpses
and seen hints of this extraordinary mystery – and just a few verses
before, Jesus foretold his death and resurrection. But this, the
transfiguration is their first glimpse of resurrection glory.
I doubt that they could grasp the significance of this mystery. Who
could?
Peter’s reaction seems very typical of Peter. He’s a practical kind
of guy. He wants to set up tents for Jesus and the distinguished
visitors. We tend to think Peter ‘just doesn’t get it.’ But that may
not be totally true. For the tents, the booths, and the festival
with which they were connected, were used by the prophet Zechariah
as an image for the eschatological world when God and the community
would forever live or ‘tent’ together. Peter, it seems, believes
that the eschatological Feast of the Booths is at hand.
So, in one sense, he did get it. But just not fully; not in the
radical sense. What he didn’t get was that the dwelling place for
the divine was not in be tents. It was in human beings. In Jesus. In
the disciples. In you and me. God has been trying to ‘get in’ or
‘get through’ to us from the beginning.
God’s glory shone in Moses’ face and was close enough to transform
God’s people.
It was not just Jesus’ who was meant to be transformed at the
Transfiguration: it was all of us.
We are meant to be transfigured into living more fully into the
steadfastly loving people we are -- as created in the image of God
-- a people as willing as God to give ourselves away in love for
others.
It matters not what we have done, who we have been, how far we have
lived from God and from our true selves, it matters not what idols
we may have worshipped – it is never too late – we are never too far
from God’s claim on our lives. The same God who forgave the
Israelites, and continued to love them into being more fully who and
what they were meant to be is calling us, pursuing us, in love to be
love.
When one encounters the divine, one is changed. Transformed. Not
lost, but found, Transformed into being more fully who one was meant
to be in the first place. But that is change. And it is risky.
Before the transfiguration, when Jesus predicts his death and
resurrection, the disciples are naturally confused and upset. During
the transfiguration, when they see Moses and Elijah talking to
Jesus, they begin to put things together.
Luke is the only one of the gospels that tells us what the three
discuss: Jesus’ imminent ‘departure’ at Jerusalem. Some translations
say they talked of Jesus’ “passing” or his “decease.” “Departure”
sounds to me like taking a train or plane – it certainly sanitizes
what Jesus’ told them: that he was to be killed.
The actual Greek word is ‘exodus,’ and is not only so much richer,
but ties this text to our Hebrew scripture.
The journey to Jerusalem and the events that will transpire there
aren’t about death so much as life. The story isn’t about the
imprisonment and execution of one man as it is about the liberation
and redemption of humanity. The Exodus of the people of God from
captivity, which was begun by Moses and Elijah, the Law and the
Prophets – in Jesus is finally brought to fruition.
We hear again the blessing heard at Jesus’ baptismal anointing:
“This is my Beloved” as it is echoed on the mountain, as Jesus’
begins the journey to Jerusalem.
When one encounters the divine, one is changed.
Change means a death of sorts to the way it was before. We cannot
have the new life promised without the death of the old.
If we are to be transformed, we too, must be willing to die. To let
go. To move on. Maggie Ross writes:
“Too often we think of the Transfiguration as a feast of light only,
one that dazzles like the sun reflected off the mothering sea. Too
often we seek to fix our feet in light alone, unrealistically or
pridefully thinking that our transformation has reached a point
where we will not be burned by uncreated light. . . .
The story of the Transfiguration is surrounded by darkness: it is no
mere ecstatic vision. It is surrounded by losing one’s life to gain
it, by denial of prophets, by being tossed between fire and water by
the fits of our sins writhing under the light of God, and in the end
by the glory of the crucifixion.
Mere ecstatic vision is vain and ephemeral, and if like Peter we
wish to fix our feet in that light, we will perish.”
This is the last Sunday in Epiphany, the last Sunday before the
season of Lent begins. It is called Transfiguration Sunday because
of Jesus’ transfiguration on the mountaintop.
This Sunday is also the last Sunday a number of well-loved people
will be worshipping at Mt. Auburn. Claire is moving to New York to
pursue her own faith journey as a serious Zen student. Joy and John
Amidon are moving to Vermont to be nearer family. Steve Wade and his
family are seeking a church closer to home.
There is a sadness in this congregation this Sunday – it feels, for
all the joy of the Dixie Land music – like a valley. Like a death of
sorts We are going to miss all these folks terribly. And it is hard
to speak of mountain top experiences when we are in the valley.
And yet, life does hold both – the mountain-tops and the valleys.
The journey of faith leads us through the valleys to the
mountain-tops and back down to the valley as well.
There is new life waiting for John, Joy, Claire and Steve and his
family.
And there is new life for us, too, as we continue to open ourselves
to the movement of the divine in our lives and in our life together,
and open ourselves to being more fully reflective of the steadfast
love of God in all we do. There is joy in knowing that nothing –
nothing – not even miles and miles and miles – can separate us from
the love of God in Christ.
When one encounters the divine, one is changed.
Thomas Traherne, penned these words in the seventeenth century:
describing the effect of encountering the divine in these words:
“You never enjoy the world aright, till the sea itself floweth in
your veins, till you are clothed with the heavens, and crowned with
the stars: and perceive yourself to be the sole heir of the whole
world, and more than so, because people are in it who are every one
sole heirs as you. Till you can sing and rejoice in delight in God.
as misers do in gold, and Kings in scepters, you can never enjoy the
world.
Till your spirit filleth the whole world, and the stars are your
jewels; till you are as familiar with the ways of God in all Ages as
with your walk and table; till you are intimately acquainted with
that shady nothing out of which the world was made; till you love
people so as to desire their happiness, with a thirst equal to the
zeal of your own; till you delight in God for being good to all: you
never enjoy the world. Till you more feel it than your private
estate, and are more present in the hemisphere, considering the
glories and the beauties there, than in your own house: Till you
remember how lately you were made, and how wonderful it was when you
came into it; and more rejoice in the palace of your glory, than if
it had been made but today morning.”
When one encounters the divine, one is changed. The divine beckons
us to take off our shoes—and enter in. Thanks be to God.
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