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God must be crazy! Or perhaps God is just a fool.
That has occurred to me often enough.
Especially in Lent, as we read God’s promises
to God’s people: the Holy One begging them, pleading with them,
forgiving them over and over for their infidelity.
God sounds a lot like a hurt yet still
love-sick heartthrob, smitten by the object of affection and willing
to forgive all if the fickle lover will just return.
“I forgive you, Dear,
let’s just start over. This time, I will be yours, and you will be
mine.”
We shake our heads at
the insanity when we see it in others. “When are they going to
learn?”
God appears to be a
door mat. A fool. Wasting time, wasting energy, wasting resources on
a people who seemingly could care less about God. Who aren’t the
least bit interested in God, until of course, everything goes
terribly awry.
God, I keep thinking,
could do better. This is God, after all.
We forget that the pickings are slim for a God
seeking faithfulness from
humanity. But, then, isn’t that God’s own
doing, too? It was God, after all, who created humankind and gave
us free will, of all things, because love can’t really be love
unless it is a choice. A conscious choice. Was God so crazy to think
we would find it easy to choose God and life and truth and justice
and wisdom over the emptiness of unknowing and mindless lock-step
existence? What kinds of choices do we make when we are mindless?
Consciousness is necessary to be
God’s people. God has chosen us, and we must choose God. Waking out
of the haze and blur and mindless existence of unconsciousness into
a conscious awareness of God.
Awareness.
Enlightenment. Knowing God. Knowing God as opposed to knowing only
the mind-numbing, hope-stealing, creativity-robbing world.
Knowing there is a God
as opposed to believing only in that which we see.
Living in reality
rather than in the illusion that the world is as the culture says it
is. Living in light rather than living in darkness.
Taking a different
path than the crowd headed down the wide road leading nowhere.
God is not looking for the whole
world to get it, by the way.
God is only seeking a small handful. A small
group to be alert, to be aware, to be different from the crowd. A
tiny bunch to go down the narrow road, the road that leads to life.
This foolish God keeps
on appealing to a people, seeking them out, forgiving them, blessing
them and making promises God will surely keep and they will just as
surely forget.
We hear it today in
our lesson from Jeremiah:
The people are exiles
in Babylon. Exiled because they would not listen to the warnings of
Jeremiah and other prophets about their unfaithfulness. So, we are
talking about a particularly reticent bunch. A stubborn and willful
crowd.
That never stops God from these insane promises
even as the breaking of the first covenant is mentioned: (“It will
not be like the covenant that I made with their ancestors when I
took them by the hand to bring them out of the land of Egypt – a
covenant that they broke, though I was their wedded partner, says
the Holy One.”)
“But this is the covenant that I will make with
the house of Israel after those days” . . . “I will put my law
within them, and I will write it on their hearts, and I will be
their God, and they shall be my people. No longer shall they teach
one another, or say to each other, “Know the Holy One, “ for they
shall all know me, from the least of them to the greatest, . . for
I will forgive their iniquity, and remember their sin no more.”
I have to laugh to keep from
crying! How pathetic God is! How absolutely silly to think things
are going to be any different this time!
I keep wondering why God doesn’t
just quit! Why God keeps on keeping on with this bunch, and the next
bunch and the one after that, all the way down to us? Why doesn’t
God give up? What does God need with a people after all? I mean,
come on – God is GOD!
We resist this kind of
closeness with God. C. S. Lewis once said that we don’t want so much
a parent in heaven, but a senile grandparent in heaven. Someone who
“likes to see young people enjoying themselves” and whose plan for
the universe was simply that it might be truly said at the end of
each day, “a good time was had by all’”
“It is for people whom
we care nothing about that we demand happiness on any terms: with
our friends, our lovers, our children, we are exacting and would
rather see them suffer much than be happy in contemptible and
estranging modes. If God is Love, (God) is, by definition, something
more than mere kindness. And it appears, from all the records, that
though (God) has often rebuked and condemned us, (God) has never
regarded us with contempt. (God) has paid us the intolerable
complement of loving us, in the deepest, most tragic, most
inexorable sense.” (C.S. Lewis)
Then I look around at the way
things are. I look around at our times, and the fractured nature of
our world, and I think I know why God is so foolish.
We seem to be sleepwalking our way
further and further into mire.
Have you ever tried to
wake someone from a deep sleep? Ever try to shake a person out of a
coma? Ever try to get a drugged individual to get with the program?
Ever try to get a self-destructive person to see the future
consequences of his or her behaviors?
If so, then you know a little of
the task at hand for God. Our unconsciousness hurts others. Our
sleepwalking has consequences not just for us but also for the whole
of humankind. Rampant individualism has clouded our minds to the
reality that we are all connected.
God loves all of creation, so God cannot leave
us alone in our culture-induced stupor to sleepwalk the planet
further into the muck. It is for our sakes, and for the sake of the
world that God keeps trying to get the people to pay attention.
God knows the world still needs
someone to shout: “This is wrong! Stop the madness! WAKE UP!! God
needs whistle blowers; God needs creative compassionate committed
people. God needs those who can see things the way God intended them
to be. as well as how things really are.
And God needs those who are willing to stand up
and shout in the crowd: “Hey! If we keep going this way we are going
to march right off a cliff! Let’s turn and go a different way!”
Even if no one listens, even if no
one hears, God needs some folks who won’t be co-opted by the
culture.
God knows the world
still needs a people who will walk the narrow road. God knows the
world still needs a people who are at least struggling to stay
awake.
God knows what the world needs is saints.
I’m not talking about the canonized
saints of the Roman Catholic faith (Though many of them were
the kinds of saints we still need.)
The saints of whom I speak had a
unique perspective, consciousness, awareness, compassion and a heart
for justice. People like Gandhi, Dorothy Day, or Martin Luther King,
Jr. People like those who worked to put an end to slavery, and those
who put an end to child labor and those who have worked throughout
history to help others find freedom and justice, especially in a
culture that did not want to be confronted. I am talking about the
kinds of saints that take us all by the shoulders and inspire us to
be more fully human and humane.
These saints are
willing to be different. Set apart. Not better mind you. But
different. Saints refuse to accept the status quo. They refuse
to submit to the surrounding value system. They see a life lived
unconsciously as a wasted life, and a life given in service to
others as a life well lived. They choose to be set apart for the
sake of the whole. They, in other words, give their lives to serving
others rather than spend their lives in self-serving ways..
Let me quote from Elizabeth O’Conner about the
kind of Christian saints I mean: Elizabeth would never claim to be a
saint (no real saint would) but she fits the description I just gave
you. Hear her words:
“If we are to accept the challenge of the
crisis of our times, we, as Christians, must know that the world’s
deepest need is for saints. These are people who can give themselves
in ways which seem fanatical to those who live by the usual ethical
and moral norms. These are people who live normally by the second
mile. It is not sporadic with them. They have thrown the familiar
‘duty’ maps away. They are utter fools for Christ’s sake. They are
always finding some cruel little cross to climb up on. They stay
there and suffer even when people deride and mock them, and thereby
they stay closer to Jesus, who stayed on his cross until he died. .
. .
These Christians are those who will throw
themselves into the breach between the peace and healing of God and
the loneliness, anguish, and terror of the world’s lost. They stand
as a bridge between suffering humans and God, willing to become
ground grain, broken bread, crushed grapes, poured-out wine, They
are willing to be fed upon by the earth’s hungry until those hungry
ones can feed directly upon Jesus. The world has always needed such
people, and it has survived because, here and there, there have been
a few such people” . . ..” the world is (still in need of) such
people—and God is calling you become such a person and calling me to
become such a person because the world is in desperate need.
“There is no need to
review the crescendo of terror in which we live. We will not go into
the details of which we are so aware, although I believe it is
important that we be willing to face the imminence and gruesomeness
of that which is upon us”. All we need do is listen to the evening
news or read our papers. “Christians, who in the true sense of the
word are realists, should be willing to look down into the abyss of
disaster into which we are being drawn.” (O”Conner)
“The imperative for (God’s people) is that we
have been grasped by God.”
For the prophets, for the disciples, for the
saints that have touched our lives and brought us consciousness
“they had found what it was to be real persons in community. They
had discovered that to be alive at all was to be pouring out their
lives. to be breaking the alabaster jar of their lives as Christ did
on the cross. They had to do this because they belonged to God,
not in order to save the world from destruction. As a by-product,
they were the world’s salt and life.” (O’Conner)
In other words, we are
called to be set apart, different. “It is fundamental to everything
we do as Christians, that we personally develop a style of life
which is recognizably Christian.” Not in a way that says we are
better, as some in the political religious right would have the
world to believe, but in a way that reflects the compassionate
inclusive justice-loving nature of Jesus.
We will choose to give
our lives, fully and completely to God. That is the message of Lent,
folks. As it was the message of Advent, and Christmas, and Epiphany
and as it is the message of Easter and Pentecost and Ordinary time.
It is the message of Jesus himself. It is what he meant when he
invited us to take up our cross and follow him. It is this
commitment to the teachings of Jesus and the Reign of God that I
think is calling us in our day.
I believe we are
called as a church to know God, as Jeremiah put it. Walter
Brueggemann says: “to know God is such a rich open phrase. It means
a deep, trustful intimacy, acknowledgment of a sovereign authority
over all of life, and obedience that is congruent with the will and
character of God . . .. Taken all together, knowing God means
ceding over all of one’s life to the claims and insistences of God
as the truth of our own life. Second, this “knowing” overcomes all
social stratifications. There will be no elitism, no experts, and no
dominant, powerful people. This communion-in-obedience is a
stunningly egalitarian affair.”
When Jeremiah uses
this term about knowing, it is knowing in the biblical sense. God
wants a deep intimacy with God’s people. God wants to be known fully
by the people. God wants to be one with us. God wants a committed,
intimate relationship.
Saints. God wants us
to be nothing short of saints. God wants us to be as crazy about
humanity as God is. God wants us to have the same heart for justice
that God has.
All relationships take
time, energy, openness, and a willingness to be vulnerable.
Relationships require sharing. And God wants us to share in the
journey . . . to travel with God. To learn of God how to love and
give our lives away in the same faithful way God has loved us.
This is a process. It
is a journey. It is not about arriving, it is about what happens
along the way. But the journey requires commitment.
We may never get
there. Beware anyone who thinks they have arrived! It’s in the
traveling in which we discover how God’s law can be written on our
hearts.
This shaping of God’s
people doesn’t happen overnight. Nor will it happen in an hour on
Sunday morning.
I have to ask myself
how much time I spend with God as compared to how much time I spend
in front of the television set, or reading, or any other activity.
To be God’s people, we will want to spend time with God. We
will want to be with God in prayer, we will want to read about God
in scripture. We will want to spend time with others who also want
to know God -- others who are on the journey with us.
If we are willing to
accept the call of this crazy God to be these crazy people the world
so desperately needs, we have to be at least willing to explore what
it means to give our lives to God, body and soul. We have to be
willing to spend our lives, give our lives, waste our lives
in ridiculous ways: in worship, in study of scripture, in prayer, in
meditation, in fellowship with others who are also on this journey,
struggling with what it means to ‘know God’ in our lives, and be
salt, and light, and leaven in the loaf.
When Jesus broke bread with the
disciples, their eyes were opened and they recognized him . . . the
table is spread, the invitation offered,. . . come and share in the
feast of new life as God’s own.
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