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Mount Auburn Presbyterian Church

The Power of Pride

 Preacher: Elder Bucky Ignatius

Date: September 11, 2005


 


Good Morning!

First, I need to tell you what an honor and pleasure this is for me. It is humbling to stand here, in Maurice McCrackin’s footsteps, and Camilla’s, and Hal’s, and so many others I admire. 

And you know I love doing this. Along with meditation and singing, it’s a spiritual practice that is enormously beneficial to me personally. So thanks to our Session and the Worship Committee for the honor and gift of your invitation. And for any “decently and in good order” watchdogs out there, the second reading, and probably a few others, will be along in good time.

Most of you know I’m one of those folks who marches to a different drummer. This is not a recent development. Of poems I still have around, the oldest one was written when I was about fourteen, thinking back on my trials as a nine-year old. It was called “Normal”, and went like this.

Young, bedwetting scared,

I prayed to God to make me normal.

O God,

Thank God,

God didn’t .

With that in mind, it should come as no surprise that my take on the 2001 terrorist attacks, both when they happened, and in the subsequent four years, is a bit out of the mainstream. I was not shocked that we were attacked, not in the least. What was remarkable about these attacks themselves was how successful they were. And despite all the subsequent rhetoric about “the new post 9/11 reality”, the attacks themselves had little effect on my life, my sense of security, or my perception of geopolitics. What was very real to me was the needless suffering of the victims, the lives lost and shattered. Nearly three thousand innocent human souls died in ambush that day.  But this was not a new war, not the first attack, not even the first attack on that particular symbolic building. And to be honest, I felt then, like I feel today, that the level of shock our nation felt at close exposure to human suffering was a measure of how deeply we had been asleep.

And I’ll tell you something else, I felt virtually none of the visceral anger or hatred towards the terrorists that was a common reaction. Evil-doing has always accompanied war, and most all participants in war have, in their own minds, a justification for their actions. Besides, I had not forgotten experiences in my own life that demonstrate both the frustration and desperation that can motivate a group that sees themselves as being hopelessly outgunned by a ruthless and amoral oppressor.  Do you folks understand that that’s how we are seen in many parts of the world? Is there anyone in this room that believes it’s all because “they hate freedom”?

When, in 1964 after a hiatus of nearly 20 years, an American race riot broke out in New York City, songwriter Phil Ochs captured this illogical rage and frustration, in the song “In the Heat of the Summer” with the words: “So wrong, so wrong, but we’ve been down so long, we just had to make somebody listen.”  When the Watts district in Los Angeles erupted the following year, Frank Zappa took a deeper look in his song “Trouble Comin’ Every Day”, closing the song with these prophetic words:

“You know we got to sit around at home and watch this thing begin

But I bet there won’t be many of us to see it really end

‘Cause a fire in the street ain’t like a fire in the heart

And in the eyes of all these people don’t you see that this could start

On any street in any town in any state if any clown

Decides that now’s the time to fight for some idea he thinks is right

And if a million more agree, there ain’t no great society

As it applies to you and me. Our country isn’t free

When the laws refuse to see that all that he could ever be

Is just some lousy janitor unless his uncle owned a store

You know that five out of every four just won’t amount to nothin’ more -

Watch the rats run across the floor and make up songs about bein’ poor.

“So I’m watchin and I’m waitin’, hopin’ for the best,

Even think I’ll go to prayin’ every time I hear them sayin’

That there’s no way to delay that trouble comin’ every day.

No way to delay, trouble comin’ every day.”

If you don’t see the connection between this perceived oppression, largely racist, of our underclass here, with the perceived oppression by the U.S. of Muslims and Arabs, two things may help. First, understand the very reasonable perception from an Arab point of view that virtually all military actions taken by the state of Israel, especially since 1950, are, for practical purposes, direct outgrowths of the American foreign policy. Second, we must understand that our massive military support of corrupt regimes throughout the Muslim world, including active military support of Saddam Hussein, has not gone unnoticed in the Arab world.

The “Trouble Comin’ Every Day” that Frank Zappa warned about has come, not only in our own urban ghettos, but in lots of streets in lots of towns. In Teheran and Mogadishu; all over Israel, and in refugee  camps  in  occupied  Palestine; in Madrid and Bali and London. And friends, if there is any lesson to be learned from recent history, this is not a war we will win by force.

One more aspect of our national shock after the 9/11 attacks is worth mentioning. Let me demonstrate with a little quiz. When you know the answer, don’t say anything, but raise your hand. Some hints will come.

We all know the significance of 9/11, but who can tell me the significance of 12/3? It’s a date, December 3. Anybody?  OK, December 3, 1984. Another hint: 4000 completely innocent people were killed outright, another 10,000 died from injuries sustained.

No, this was no natural disaster, definitely evil-doing was involved. Now the evil-doers did not intend to kill anybody, they were just guilty of trying to make a profit.

Just after midnight, in the central Indian city of Bhopal, a little after midnight, a deadly toxic gas leaked from a chemical factory.  The plant was a joint venture of the Indian Government, some private investors, and the Union Carbide Corporation. Maybe some unsafe technology was exported to India because of more stringent American regulations. Investigation proved that safety enforcement was lax, maintenance was poor. The victims were largely poor, and non-white. The story was off the front pages here within two or three days.

And are you aware that over a thousand American women and children are murdered every year in acts of domestic violence, year after year after year? Where’s their Patriot Act? When does the war on domestic violence get a Cabinet Department?

So when I say that the attacks of 9/11 were not a landmark for me, it is not from lack of compassion for the lives shattered that day, but rather from awareness that human pain, on an immeasurable scale, is a compelling and constant fact of life.

I do believe 9/11 will be long remembered as a landmark in American history, not for the attacks, but rather for our individual and governmental responses. Unlike me, and I know I’m the one who’s out of step here, many Americans did respond with shock, anger and fear. Our government, in my opinion, responded by manipulating those emotions, especially fear, to further it’s own pre-existing political agenda. Now I can feel us edging toward domestic politics, which is somewhere I definitely don’t want to linger. But before we move to the question of a spiritual response to our violent times, I’ll leave you with one last quote on fear and governance, a tidbit of food for thought.

“The people can always be brought to the bidding of the leaders. That is easy. All you have to do is tell them they are being attacked, and denounce the peacemakers for lack of patriotism and exposing the country to danger. It works the same in any country.”    

Those words are from Reich Marshall Hermann Goering at Nuremberg.

OK, so what is the best spiritual response to terrorist attacks? To become more aware. We need to become more aware, and, we need to beware of the power of pride. What exactly is the power of pride, you might ask? Now that’s a great question. Short answer, it’s a bumper sticker that Josef, Chris, Claire and I saw Wednesday night on our way home from a gathering of our a capella group, right at the deadline  for me  to pick a sermon title. I’m sure you’ve seen it,  American  flag  on  the  left,  and   those  four  words.  The Power of Pride. I don’t know what it means, but it sounds pretty scary to me and I’m pretty sure it needs to be avoided. But step one, becoming more aware, is both a must-do and can’t-lose proposition on any spiritual journey.

And as the call to worship observed, kick-starts of awareness for many of us come with a sudden awakening of compassion, the fundamental higher energy of humanity. The shock of that sudden awakening makes us aware of how deeply we’ve been sleeping, and hello sweet paradox. The first lasting step into awareness is very frequently an awareness of how little awareness we command, and how seldom it arises. And the second verse? Same as the first. Become more aware again, and make this process, calling yourself to attention to the reality around you in the present moment, your new favorite exercise. Try to make it a habit. If you can do this, you are really getting somewhere.

Now here’s another thing I’ve noticed that happens. Our awakened compassion makes us yearn to help, to relieve the suffering we become aware of, but try as we might, often we just can’t seem to make much headway. Maybe we see the symptoms of suffering, but miss the root causes. So become more aware. Pay more attention.  And don’t forget to keep an eye out for the power of pride, and be ready to duck, just in case.

The late Jesuit mystic Anthony deMello collected a number of stories from a variety of traditions, mostly Sufi, along with some of his own teaching tales, in a collection called The Song of the Bird. Here’s one deMello calls “Change the World by Changing Me”.

“The Sufi Bayazid said this about himself:

‘I was a revolutionary when I was young and all my prayer to God was ‘Lord, give me the energy to change the world.’ As I approached middle age and realized that half my life was gone without my changing a single soul, I changed my prayer to ‘Lord, give me the grace to change all those who come in contact with me. Just my family and friends, and I shall be satisfied.’ Now that I’m an old man and my days are numbered, my one prayer is ‘Lord, give me the grace to change myself.’ If I had prayed for this right from the start I should not have wasted my life.”

Gandhi put it another way: “You must be the change you’d like to see in the world.”

I’m sure you’re beginning to notice a trend towards Eastern thought in our service so far, so let’s take this opportunity to visit our second reading in the nice familiar New Testament of the Christian Bible. Short and sweet, just three verses from the first chapter of Mark. This is the very beginning of Jesus’ public ministry, and my Access Bible has a helpful explanatory footnote I will include. Listen, and think about the implications of following Jesus example.

 “They went to Capernaum; and when the sabbath came, he entered the synagogue and taught. They were astounded at his teaching, for he taught them as one having authority, and not as the scribes. The scribes, trained in interpretation of the Torah, cited their teachers, Jesus speaks on his own authority…they were all amazed, and they kept on asking one another ‘What is this? A new teaching! With authority he commands even the unclean spirits and they obey him.’”

Any questions about where Jesus stood on the question of  authority of scripture  versus the authority of his own developed understanding? Hey! You know what? I think I figured out what makes all these religious fundamentalists, Jewish, Christian and Muslim, so hung up on the idea that their holy scriptures, and only their holy scriptures, contain the unique true word of God. It’s the power of pride! You know the chant: My God is red hot, your God ain’t diddly squat! I’m serious here, this is important, it’s another important step in a spiritual response to contemporary times. Get over this idolatrous book worship! Face reality, practice spiritual humility. Everything you believe might be wrong. If any fundamentalists know the mind of God, like you all claim, you wouldn’t be doing so much stupid and nasty stuff all the time. The power of pride has got you. Your books, like all books, are words written by humans. Inspired? Maybe. Infallible? Sounds like the power of pride talking there.

The reason my sermons here have referred so often to people like Anthony deMello, Thich Nhat Hanh, the Dalai Lama, George Gurdjieff,  Indres Shah, Charlotte Joko Beck, and others who teach eastern thought to western seekers is because of how critical it is for us to become more aware in the present moment in order to follow Jesus, and because these teachers are all specialists in strategies for raising awareness.

Howard Rheingold, writing about Spiritual Pathwords, shares some similarly intended thoughts; the first from Tibetan Buddhist oral teaching. 

“The traveler who finds his road blocked by a river will use a raft to reach the opposite shore, but, this shore once reached, he will not carry the raft on his shoulders while continuing the journey. He will abandon it as something which is no longer needed.” 

And from Taoist philosopher Chuang Tzu: 

Fishing baskets are employed to catch fish, but when the fish are got, the baskets are forgotten. The baskets are not the fish. Snares are used to catch hares, but when the hares are got, the snares are forgotten. The snares are not the hares. Words are employed to convey ideas, but when the ideas are grasped, the words are forgot. The words are not the ideas.

Rheingold comments further: “Language is the road to God but words are tools of the Devil too. The map is not the territory. Terms may be used, but none of them are absolute. Don’t bite my finger, look where I’m pointing! Language collides painfully with paradox when words are used to direct people to the realm of spiritual matters. Possibly more blood has been shed throughout the centuries over differing interpretations of holy scriptures than over all the mercantile or territorial disputes combined.”

Friends, this “True Word of God” stuff is a very slippery slope right through the neighborhood of the power of pride.

At the end of the day, no matter what, we’re left with the challenge of trying to do what Jesus did. It is both a challenge, and potential gift for each of us to be able to wake up and be aware of our consciousness. And it’s the best we can do, and all we need to do. Wake up! Keep our hearts as wide open as Hurricane Katrina opened them, and keep our minds wide open for the amazing new teaching that comes in the Scripture God is writing this very moment. Then choose for ourselves each best next step towards God, and take it. And sometimes it’s scary. Any step might be wrong, and, the journey tends to get lonelier and lonelier the further we go. There’s no book can walk it for you, you’ve gotta walk it by yourself.

I want to leave you all with a parting gift, with the help of my friends Fran and Ruth Rosevear. Almost all of you know Fran and Ruth, but for the sake of any visitors, I’ll ask them to stand for a second.  Now  Fran and Ruth are a treasure here, as we all know. They are gifted in so many ways, and there is certainly no other couple that could come close to matching their gifts to our congregation over the years. And of all the gifts they’ve given us, the greatest is their living testimony of steadfast love. I suspect much of their love is centered in music, the music they’ve made and supported here, and the music they’ve made together for who knows how long, and the music of so many members of their family. A few years ago, Ruth’s vision began to fail, and Fran took on the task of enlarging musical scores on the copier, then laboriously fitting and pasting them together so Ruth could see the notes. Look at this giant music. Think of the love that is in these notes, and the love that fills the room when they play together.

Four years ago, tragic events happened on a September morning, and before long the very name of the day itself was kidnapped by the power of pride. Now our government wants it called “Patriots Day.” You know the philosopher Bertrand Russell defined patriotism as the willingness to kill and be killed for trivial reasons.  Things like the power of pride. But this morning, thanks to Fran and Ruth, we’re taking this day back.

Everyone here, look at this music, think of the power of this steadfast love, and from now on, where ever you are, whenever you hear 9/11 this or 9/11 that, think about Fran and Ruth in the town of Leonia, New Jersey, on the western end of the George Washington Bridge, on September 11, 1936, embarking on a marriage that today begins it’s 70th year. So Fran and Ruth, happy anniversary. And to all of us here, happy Steadfast Love Day. Amen.
 

 

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