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David was an active elder in his church, the chair of the PNC, and a
respected teacher in the community. In conversation one day he
proceeded to tell me of a tragedy which occurred in his family. His
younger sister, who was in her early twenties at the time, was
killed in a car-train accident less than a mile from their home. It
devastated him! He had many sleepless nights as well as confused
thoughts of how God could have permitted this to occur. He and his
sister had been very close, and he shared her hopes and dreams for
the future. All of that was wiped out in the rush of a speeding
train. For months he was tortured with his memory of the life
taking accident. Then, he said, one night he had a dream. It was
as vivid as daytime meeting with a friend over coffee. His sister
appeared to him in a dream and told him that she was ok. He needed
to let her go. He said from that moment on he was at peace with her
death. He is convinced that his dream was a message from God.
A few years ago I was making a
pastoral call on a long time member of the church. He was
approaching death and wanted to talk. Among the number of things he
wanted to discuss was an occurrence that happened many years
before. He was awake in his bedroom alone when he felt the presence
of someone else in the room. He looked up and saw someone at the
foot of his bed. He did not recognize him, but the person was
reassuring, and the atmosphere in the room was of warmth and
comfort. The person spoke to him (I don't recall what he was told,
but it put him at ease), and then he disappeared as quickly
and mysteriously as he arrived. He believed it to be an angel. But
it was so unusual that he was afraid to tell anyone. I was the
first person he ever mentioned it to. He couldn’t even tell his
wife.
My own father saw two men in white
at the foot of his bed a few hours before he died. My sister-in-law
who was with him at the time saw no one.
An Executive Presbyter was seen by a
third party at his own funeral as he was giving comforting messages
to his grieving wife. This person identified him in clothes, which
no one ever saw him wear in public (which he wore around his home
during leisure times.)
These are not the only mysterious
sightings I have been made aware of, but they are representative of
occurrences to ordinary respectable people.
Yet they do not get talked about
very broadly because we begin to wonder about such people . . . . I
dare say that some of you sitting here this morning have had or have
heard of similar kinds of experiences. Is there a world out there
beyond the rational? Is there a world of communication that occurs
between our daily living and the unexplainable?
Both our scripture passages this
morning, and our celebration of the Lord’s Supper today suggest a
way of being connected to God that goes beyond the ordinary. Listen
to Matthews account once again: (Read Matthew 17:1-3)
Is it no wonder Jesus says in verse nine, tell no one about
the vision . . . . But this wasn’t all. The passage goes on to
describe something else… suddenly a bright cloud over shadowed
them, and from the
cloud a voice said, “This is my Son, the Beloved; with him I am well
pleased; listen to him.”
I can’t imagine how scared I would
have been. An ominous looking cloud, a dazzling white appearance of
Jesus, and two other men suddenly appearing, and then a voice coming
out of the cloud. Any one of these strange occurrences would be
enough to make one uneasy, but put all together, it is
understandable that fear would overcome Peter, James, and John.
This sure was a mysterious and frightening sighting! They hadn’t
seen Jesus like this before. There was something different about
him. And all this other strange occurrences, and THE VOICE! Where
did that come from, and what did that mean? They had never
experienced anything like this before!
One of the reasons the Session met
yesterday was to address some of the fears that some of you have
expressed. This time of transition, this time of change carries
with it some anxiety or uncertainty. Where are we going, who are we
becoming? Some of you expressed the fear that we are going
backwards. Let me assure you that this Session and the church
leadership remain totally committed to our mission to be a welcoming
and affirming congregation for gays and lesbians, for bisexual and
transgender persons. There is NO RETREAT from that mission. And
yesterday we also affirmed that we need to and want to expand that
welcoming and affirming mission. And we want to communicate that in
every aspect of our life together. That means we need to practice
greater acceptance of the variety of folks who are presently here.
We do not need to all look and think
alike. Can we be welcoming and affirming to people who may differ
with us, or are we only accepting of those who look, sound and act
like us? We all come from various ways of experiencing God. Only
three of the disciples experienced God on this mountaintop in our
scripture lesson today. Nine of Jesus’ closest disciple did not
have this experience. But all were welcomed at his table. You and
I have differing experiences and consequently different ways of
expressing our relationship to and with God. Can we value that in
each other rather than insisting on one way as the only way? Your
Session is committed to expanding our world of being open and
affirming.
It is important for us to note that
all of this takes place in the context of Jesus once again going up
a mountain to pray. While Jesus was praying Matthew says: and he
was transfigured before them, and his face shone like the sun . . .
. Now that is bright! We have all had that experience when we
have unexpectedly looked directly into the sun. This meeting of God
on the mountaintop was radically different than Jesus’ usual times
of prayer. So why was this so different? We are not given any
explanation outside of this text, but the passage itself holds some
clues. First, Jesus is beginning to face his death. Does he need
some extra advice or support from Moses and Elijah, who themselves
had mysterious endings to their lives? The text tells us they were
there to talk about Jesus’ impending departure, which would occur in
Jerusalem. Moses and Elijah may be representing the law and
prophets, but that is only conjecture.
Second, Jesus and his disciples hear
God’s affirmation of Jesus as being the one chosen to once again
communicate God’s desire for humankind. Listen to
him. God once again
steps out of the ordinary for us humans to try to get our
attention. Isn’t it easy to try to explain away all of this as just
another story, or someone’s dream or fantasy? We are reluctant to
believe that God, the creator of the universe, the one before time
began, would actually invade our daily normal living. And yet if we
look we can see God in the breaking of the bread. We can be called
to God’s presence in the drinking of the cup. God uses the mundane
– bread and wine - and the mysterious - in efforts to let us know
how much we are loved! For God so loved the world that God gave
the beloved son, not to condemn the world, but that through him the
world might be saved…LISTEN TO HIM!
Listening is not completed when you
hear what it is said. “Listen to your mother” doesn’t not mean
simply hear what she has to say, but you had better be about doing
what is said! And the good news is that just like Peter who didn’t
get it right all of the time; we too can be mistaken about what is
important, but still be embraced by our loving God. Peter, the
rock, wanted to build a tabernacle up on the mountain, but was used
instead to build the church. Upon his confession of Jesus the
church has stood solid through the centuries as it spread its arms
open to Jew and Gentile alike. God uses all who listen and follow.
Come to Jesus’ table and sit with him and he with you. Discover the
glory of the beloved one! Jesus invites you to sit at table and
break bread, and at the breaking of bread recognize him.
God’s gift to us is that God is
there – waiting to be seen. Beyond the bread and the wine, beyond
the bright light and mysterious cloud – God is there –
waiting to be heard. And beyond it all God is there for us. THAT
IS THE HEART OF THE MATTER!
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